I just can't do it!

DeNIAL. DeNIAL. DeNIAL.

I just cannot do another one. I CAN'T! I caaaaaaannnnn't.

PLEASE don't make me. I know I am whining. I know how old I am.

But honestly, I just can't. So....I guess we'll see.

You either all have to somehow get me throught two more ( and end in summer)

or, I just shut down the whole operation right now.

Ugh! The pain! I know it seems like not a big deal in the realm of importance but honestly, it feels like a train on my shoulders. I haven't even picked it up and tried to pull it, now I can't even get on and ride.

5 days until D-Day. Somebody shoot me! Hey that reminds me of this classic scene in the wedding singer where he sings this song to Drew Barrymore. It's hilarious. You have to have seen it to appreciate the lines that went:

Somebody kill me please
Somebody kill me please
I'm on my knees
pretty pretty please
Kill me
I want to die
Put a bullet in my heaaaaaaaaaaaad.

Sorry to say that is pretty much how I'm feeling.

I would have posted the youtube but there were a LOT of cuss words in the beginning.
Hear the Plunky guitar sound of The Cure meets Adam Sandler. FUnny!!! (who remembers The Cure? Fantastic!)