Stream of thought

I am out of things to say. This may seem funny or even impossible to some of you but it's true.
I cannot blog...I cannot come up with anything new. No new ideas of inspiration for LFM. I have completed an entire circle of magazines and now, I have nothing further to say. I keep waiting, waiting- but it is not coming back. It doesn't make for much of a magazine.

I feel that one year is likely the max of a project time frame for me. I am ready to move on.
Went there, got the t-shirt, came home. I'm done. I think it was a successful endeavor but I am ready for something new. Does that make me non-committal? Entrepreneurial? Flighty?
It doesn't feel that way. I FEEL like I tried it, succeeded, and now, what is there left to do? Let someone else do it now, I already did it.

I think it is possible that I get bored easily.

I had my teeth cleaned yesterday. Um, do yourself a favor and do NOT wait umpteen years to do this. If I had done this first I would have never gone back. They saved it until last and now I know why.

I cannot WAIT for the coffee to be done.

I get to start my whitening process now for my teeth. Be looking for my Joel Osteen Bling in the near future. Bling-Bling, Bling-Bling...Hello?

Jeff has to go to Vero today. We both are devastated and feel like this separation is hard and ridiculous. He hasn't gone in a while. We've both been enjoying church with him going to early and then us switching Kate and me going to the later. Kate stayed in nursery last week and he got to stay for both. Now he has to leave and my heart is breaking.

Coffee's done. Hooray! When I went to get my coffee all my favorite cups were washed and ready to use which is a miracle because the kitchen is a disaster.

Went to the park yesterday and it was soooooooo weird. I felt totally out of place. Someone new came up to introduce herself and I was excited. I thought her daughter was a little cutie and I had recognized her name. She said, I know you! (and I was thinking-wow! she knows me! Must be from the board) and she goes, You're that editor! My heart sank! Here I was wanting to be all homeschooly and I couldn't get away from it. I am not complaining at all, I just guess I will not ever completley be able to go back to scones and skirts. I know I brought this all on myself, please try not to be too hard on me. I just miss you guys and the old life still. I actually saw Lisa Freeman. I haven't seen her in I don't know how long.

Life seems short to me these days.

I feel like I have aged 10 years in 1 short year.

I am looking forward to lots of things in the future.

Don't underestimate your freedom.

If you are bored, you better be careful.

I watched most of AI last night. If you honestly have enough time to watch this and are enjoying it, I must feel sorry for you. We viewed a commercial for I don't even know what about these mankins and a customer comes by and rips the clothes off of one and these two black lines appear to block out her breasts and bikini area. This male manikin goes, "Sweet!" and then this other male mankin tries to cover up the ogling manikins eyes and says, "Hey, stop looking at my wife!" and the first manikin says, "I can't. Your fingers won't close." (because he is a manikin and his fingers are splayed open so the manikin can still see through, get it?) and then the naked manikin with the black lines says,"Haven't you ever seen plastic before?"

All my daughters sat through this with me and if this doesn't outrage you, I don't know what will.
I turned to Jeff and demanded, "What are you going to do about this?" to which his response was, "I'm going to get rid of cable, that's what."

Of course I was hoping for a DVR....but I guess I can't complain.

No cable may end up in more scones and skirts, right?